I am Jane yoyo-ing

Woke up feeling dreadful,

Managed to push it all out by noon.

Psyched myself up by evening,

came home only to be kicked hard in the ass.

Fell right down into a place that somewhat felt like hell,

Read an e-mail,

Bounce right back up.

I know what I want.

You all just don't give me the space to execute it.

Let me grow.

Stop smothering me.

On a side note, I'm so vengeful that I haven't forgiven my uncle.

Don't think I ever will.

I'm still so angry.

So angry that I refuse to attend my cousin's wedding.

Bite me.

He decided to put my life in danger everyday.

I think I'm not obligated to 'give him any face'.