I am Jane the Perfectionist

Being a perfectionist doesn't stop at having the things you do in perfect order.

It means that EVERYTHING that you have in your control has to be PERFECT.

I am a perfectionist to the core.

I either do something perfectly,

or I don't do it at all.

Or if I'm forced to, I'd just meet requirements in the quickest time possible.

Same goes for my property.

I need to have them in perfect condition.

I do not trust ANYONE with my property.

And I believe I am right in doing so.

Why?

Because everytime somebody else handles my property,

it's sure to go missing,

or come back broken,

or totally damaged.

There's is a fine line between sharing things with people you like,

and being stingy.

Needing everything to be in order,

and being calculative

Being possessive,

and being attached to your property.

I'M ATTACHED TO EVERYTHING I OWN!!!

I don't buy things because they're cheap just because I feel the need to make use of the best bargain,

I buy things because I need them because I WANT them.

It's not okay to lose something just because it's cheap.

It's definitely NOT okay to lose someone else's things which they've owned since they were a kid.

Yes, it didn't cost me anything,

and it will cost you peanuts to replace it.

But I will be emotionally damaged.

I swear...everyone is driving me nuts...

I think the ex is right.

I'm better off living in a big house with a big compound with my dog and a fence with a "PRIVATE PROPERTY. Trespassers will be prosecuted" sign board outside my gate.

ALONE.

I'm sorry I'm this way,

I wasn't brought up by millionaires who taught their daughter not to appreciate things.

I am sentimental.

Those things hold more than just monetary value to me.