I am Jane's tears

You will never know how you make me feel.

I doubt you care,

I doubt you will even think twice,

I doubt it will even affect you.

You used to know me so well,

You used to care,

And then you got bored,

And you didn't bother no more.

It hurts to know that you don't know me anymore.

It hurts to know that I have to put up a front with you now.

It hurts to know that I cannot be myself anymore

I used to cry to you,

but now I'm crying about you.

In the end, you will never know.

P/s: This is something I wrote a few months ago. I never thought I could still write something like this. This version has been heavily edited and censored.