I am Jane, the cause of my misery

Can't deny that I am the cause of my own misery.

I feel like crap now..

Really really crappy crap..

So bad I feel like I curling up in a corner and dying there.

I wish Kaiser was a man...

At least he's sensitive towards my feelings

Why am I feeling like this.

Once again, I rocked the boat and now I have to bear the consequences.

All of a sudden I don't feel like talking about it.

I feel like crap.

Please kill me. Do me a favour, end the cause of my misery.