I am Jane out of my elements

The title of this post was supposed to be something else,
about me losing my touch.
Becoming disorganize and oblivious.

I'm not at the verge of breaking anymore..
I am already breaking.
I really can't take anything anymore.
I scream and shout,
but my voice is drowned out by everybody's.
I'm drowning, sinking..slowly dying...

Somehow, I remembered the song.
And then I realised that I was always alone...

I'm caught in a one way street, with the monsters in my head, while my hopes and dreams are far away..